Indeed. It’s one of the things that makes this scrap of paper weird. It sounds like someone who really likes to enjoy the moment and really tries hard to prevent people from taking his joy away.
You sit on your armchair and decide to watch some nice relaxing television. You take the remote and press the power button. You are immediately greeted by a man in a suit telling you everything you don’t know! Because of your quick thinking, you know exactly what to do as soon you realize what is happening: You take your sledgehammer, that you have conveniently placed by your armrest for these occasions, and show this overrated pile of silicon, metal, and plastic who the boss in this house is.
You feel weary and guilty after having sent your former companion to a better place, so you decide to take a walk.
While practicing locomotion on the sidewalk, you see the cars passing by, the birds in the parks and the people minding their business. Everything that had happened had already become a mere uncomfortable thought that would soon be forgotten, when you pass by a kiosk. At that moment, you immediately have to avert your eyes as you notice in horror that the daily news are being openly displayed, with all its truths and other people’s problems. You are feeling dizzy, you are beginning to sweat, you feel like throwing up. You have to go back to your apartment, now! You run towards the nearest taxi and board it, giving the pilot the address and the instruction to drive towards it as fast as possible.
You are finally calming down after a bit. The drive, despite its speed, is relaxing, probably due to the slow music that was already playing when you entered the taxi. The pilot seems to not appreciate it as much you do, for you see his hand go towards the tuning dial. It is at that moment that it becomes clear the danger you are in.
It is a moment too late.
The car expands, opens and becomes one with the world. You panic. The sky!, thoughts!, emotions!, the universe!, catches you in a wave of colossal magnitude, infiltrating your mouth, your larynx, your lungs! You can’t breathe, you are drowning! You open the taxi door and try to escape the Everything. You are held back! Damn these seatbelts! You unbuckle it in a hurry!
You leap.
You barely notice the truck driving in the other direction hit you, breaking your spine, your arms, and ripping apart your lower body. In fact, you don’t feel anything after this. Or if you did, it no longer matters. As you lie there on the asphalt as a mass of flesh, bone and gore, you feel the people walking around, the world moving. After what happened, some would wonder how you are still here, thinking, existing… These thoughts do not cross your mind as your consciousness slowly fades away.
You are finally alone. You are empty. You are Nothing.